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![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif) hollywoodglam, i adopted the twilight cast as my babies. |
[22 Nov 2009|10:52am] |
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[21 Nov 2009|10:39pm] |
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Check back momentarily!
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| glammod only; |
[21 Nov 2009|03:49am] |
and i'm not sorry for the things i've said,
there's a wild man in my head.
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| happy birthday baby girl |
[20 Nov 2009|03:32pm] |
I look at her and I see my future. It's hard to believe that a few short months ago, she wasn't in my life at all, and now she's my entire life. Her birthday is in a few days, and I know I shouldn't spoil her, but I can't help it. I got her more than a one year old could ever need. When I talked on Ellen about finally adopting her I joked about her birthday being so close to mine, I said how it will always overshadow my birthday. I made a joke about it, I hoped no one took me seriously - because that happens when I open my mouth in public sometimes, people take things way too seriously - because there is nothing better in the world than having her overshadow me. It's not about me anymore, and I wouldn't want it to be about me anymore. I want people to see her, to fall in love with her and to think of her as more important than anyone on the planet. I don't care that no one will remember my birthday, it's enough that they remember her.
Her party is this weekend, I'm just having it at the house and I'll admit, I went a bit overboard on the guest list. But a baby only turns one once, and I've only had her since October, I want to go all out, make this special for her to look back on. Of course she won't remember it, that's not the point. The point is when she's older and looks back on the pictures she sees the number of people who came, the number of people who love and adore her.
There's so much I want for her. I want her to be happy. I want her to be healthy, for the defect in her heart to not slow her down. I want her to feel loved. I want her to look around at the people in her life and know that every single one of them would die for her. I want her to grow up laughing. I want her to love her life, her family, her friends. I want her to fall in love. I want her to get her heart broken, to feel the pain of losing someone and to turn to me and know that I will do everything in my power to make her feel better. I want her to heal from heartbreak, to pick up and move on and see that the guy who broke her heart wasn't worth her anyway. I want her to know she's worth the moon and stars. I want her to be loved.
And she will be. I will love her until the end of time. And she will be one little girl who will never have to doubt that or question that. She will know she is loved and she will revel in it, grow in it, and eventually, she'll give that love to someone else. And that person will be the luckiest person in the world.
They say parenting has everything to do with how a child turns out. I believe that with everything I have. I had a great childhood, I love my parents. They instilled values and morals in me from an early age and I still carry those with me now. This is what I want to pass down to Naleigh. I want her to be as happy as I was at her age.
So happy birthday, Nancy Leigh. Mommy loves you more than she can ever tell you.
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what the fuck have you done lately?
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| hollywoodglam |
[18 Nov 2009|08:15pm] |
I saw Khloe Kardashian wearing army pants and flip flops
..so I bought army pants and flip flops.
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[18 Nov 2009|06:22pm] |
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Peace and justice are goals for man. - Mahatma Gandhi
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| hollywoodglam |
[18 Nov 2009|03:56pm] |
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i will put something here in just one second.
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| hollywoodglam |
[18 Nov 2009|01:36pm] |
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"A work of art is a confession."
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| Friends only. |
[17 Nov 2009|08:15pm] |
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[13 Nov 2009|12:27pm] |
This was not a faerie tale.
This was not the movies. This was life. It hurt more. It was excruciating. It was excruciatingly beautiful.
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